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Hola! :D OK I'M SO HAPPY NOW BECAUSE MOI, THE SMART-ALECK COMPUTER GENIUS FINALLY FIGURED OUT A WAY TO POST MY POSTS ON BLOGGER AGAIN!! :D After 2 whole weeks. Hehe not so pro already isit. Haha anyway, went to HQ today! :D Was actually prepared to get lost somewhere and call on the others for help. But I managed to find my way there! Even though the road was quite long. :( (Haha but I still did it with the help of a certain someone. :) ) It was very interesting.Hm. Defnitely. Oh and did I mention I hate places overflowing with people? Sense the sarcarsm man. Seriously, I hate going out of the house sometimes. It's very very very irritating. To me. Having to decide what to wear, how to style your hair so you don't look too nerdy. BOO. ZZZZZZ I would rather stay at home and GROW OUT A BELLY-POT THAN GO OUTDOORS!!! Hah. But sad to say, my dreams of obtaining a 6 pack has already been destroyed by that 1 LARGE pack currently wobbling on my tummy. GRRRRRR. IT'S ALL THE JUNK FOOD'S FAULT! Oh and did I mention I normally eat 5 PROPER meals a day? Yup, it's definitely an unfair world alright. AND THAT'S WHY, I have come up with an exercising schedule to cut away all those fats! Haha actually it's not really a schedule, just something like doing 50 crunches a day. :) Hope that really works for me! Ohyeah talking about today. Was feeling really really awkward in the train. Didn't know why though. Probably because there was nobody to talk to and everybody in the train was practically staring at one another. Like really. Wierdos huh. Hmph I stare at people too. So does that mean I'm a wierdo? Oh sorry. I'm already one. Anyway, the atmosphere in the train was like super tense. And I was like wishing very hard that I could have powers or something and teleport back into the comfort and safety of my own home. (Which of course, didn't happen) I guess I just have too little self-confidence. I just kept staring down at the floor through most of the ride. Too much insecurity. Tsktsk. Who says I have too much self-confidence? Overwhelming? Huh, You still haven't seen the other side of me yet. I hate being judged. So I'm trying hard to not be one myself. posted by Vivian at Saturday, July 30, 2011
Heeyyy~! I know it's been quite long since I last posted. But ahwellz. I finally feel like i'm caught up in the momentum of things. You know, like school life and such. I actually did create a post last last week but then, I don't know why I couldn't post it onto blooger. Sad huh. :( And to think that it has pictures of my cute Victorique too. (Victorique from Gosick):( Ok so... This whole week has been quite bad actually. I was actually ranting on and on and on about me just barely passing my Bio Tests. And TADAH! I FINALLY GOT INTO BIO REMEDIAL LOL. Don't know if it's supposed to be a good or bad thing. Hahah the reason for me getting into the remedial group was all because of this week's BIO TEST! I only got 17.5/30. :( It's very bad right... AND TO THINK I STUDIED SO HARD FOR IT !&^*^*&%$^%$%#^^&(*)*&(*. Heheh actually I only studied the chapters during Sat and Sun and I had to spoil my memory bank by watching AO NO EXORCIST on the following Monday night. GRRRRRR! So POOF! No more Bio. :( I worked super hard for it ok! And I even used Placards. :( Ok actually it's not that bad. But it really really fell short of my expectations. Guess Life's always unfair like that. :( Ohya and I'm going to HQ this Sat!! Can't wait because it's like my first time going there and I'm still not very sure where the Circle Line is lol! Hahah later I go to some unknown place die already. Luckily I just topped up my simcard. :D OHYAOHYA I haven't said anything about what we did today in Bio Class right??? Haha ok so anyway. Today we had Bio Lab right, then we were supposed to dissect a pig's heart. Which is supposedly a Mammalian's heart. OK AND THE PIG'S HEART WAS SUPPERRRR DISGUSTING. Mainly becuase there were like huge tubes sticking out from the heart and our teacher even squeezed her finger inside the tubes. Adding to the fact that the blood around the heart already evaporated so it was quite sticky and slimy. Ok I SHALL INVENT A NEW WORD CALLED SLICKY. OK AND THEN, When my tablemate cut open the heart right, there were like quite alot of blood clots inside the heart. But of course, the smell coming out from the heart was like. PHEEEWWWWWWW. Gross. I mean, it's still raw. As expected there were a few bunch of squealing fangirls of pig hearts screaming at the sight of the bloody little hearts which they claimed was disgusting. Wow. And I'm one of them too! 8D Haha ok so now the matter of the pig's heart has been resolved. :) Maybe I shall post about some of the wierd things that I do. Sometimes. That will be interesting! :D So, GOODNIGHT DIARY! :) Wishing myself nightmare-free tonight, Vivian posted by Vivian at Saturday, July 30, 2011
Hmm It's already past midnight over here and i'm DYING TO SLEEP. But I can't, obviously, because I have to churn out a farewell gift for the seniors. :( I'm making it sound like a painful task lol. But it isn't actually. :D I kinda enjoyed making it. Free from Stress and all. Okk so this week has been particularly ok so far. Only thing that has been unsettling is me being unable to concentrate in class! Like seriously, how long has it been since I went down to the canteen for a proper meal during recess?! I have only been stuffing myself full of carbohydrates. Bread, Bread and more bread. Tsktsk. Who ask me never do homework? 8D OHOH AND THE WORSE THING IS, I have to resort to eating 3 apples a day in order to satisfy my craving for sweets. One after breakfast, one after lunch and 1 after dinner. Am I a pro or what? No doubt, the fat's in my stomach, growing. Only 10 more weeks to the End Of Year Examinations... :( I mean, I don't really feel the stress but then the teachers keep saying "WAKE UP FROM YOUR IDEAS ALREADY" so I can't help but feel stressed out and all. AND I'M STILL BARELY PASSING MY BIOLOGY TESTS!! D: Maybe won't be blogging for awhile after this 'cause of school and homework. But I will not stop blogging. I mean, literally. Haha I realized I just blogged a post full of nonsense. It's a nosensical world yeah. :) Ok shall end with a few pictures of MY FAVOURITE ANIME--- GOSICK!!!!!  I LOVE HER DRESS! Victorian Times. (L)  AHAHA SO KAWAII! :D  Serious! :O posted by Vivian at Saturday, July 30, 2011
Hm. Suddenly thought of this topic and thought it was kinda interesting. I mean, I know how other people look at me kay, it's not like i'm blind or whatever. I just turn oblivious to their comments(If there are any).
Kay. Maybe.. Dulltard? I don't even know if such a word exists in the English Dictionary, and I don't intend to flip open that HUMONGUS BOOK just to find 1 word. Aye, procrastination is the thief of time indeed. OK. SO IMMA DULLTARD. LOLOL The thought of saying it out loud makes me feel like laughing. :D Ok la, but it's true what. I mean, normally when other people see me in school the first thing they will think is "She probably belongs to the Robotics Club." And of course, I will know what they are thinking the moment I look at their faces. Like seriously, I BELONG TO A UNIFORMED GROUP CALLED GIRL GUIDES!!! I feel like shouting into their faces sometimes. But since they see me as a nerd. Ahwell. No harm seeing me that way anyway. But I think I AM one and I FEEL like one. Maybe that's the vibes i'm sending out to other people? Lol. I don't really mind other people thinking i like to study and read books and such. 'Cause that's what I really like to do. :) I mean reading books. Not studying. OH AND I LIKE TO KNIT AND CROSS-STICH. :D Old Granny much? Ohyeah. Now that I think about it, people have been telling me since the start of the year that I look mature for my age. LIKE i'm mature? No, its my GLASSES that make me look mature. I SWEAR i'm going to wear contact lenses next year, 'cause Glasses are really irritating and they keep slipping off your nose AND THEY ALWAYS GET HIT BY BASKETBALLS. URGH. Hahah this reminds me of the time when I joined basketball in Primary school for the 1st day and my glasses got broken by a ball. :( Sorry sorry I sidetracked. Now back to topic. :) Ok so now i'm a dulltard. @$#%^%&^*&(&(&*^&*%&^ I seriously want to wring the necks of people who said I was boring. You know there was this one time a guy from my class saw my phone's name was 'I am boring', and he immediately said "Woah so right." I seriously felt like slapping him after that. But I guess... I didn't really have the courage to do it. :( I mean like yeah! I DO love anime and manga and blahblahblah but THAT does not make me weird! I mean, different people have different interests right? It's not likely that everybody shares the same interests. Music for example. But then, I just don't really care about other people's opinions. Sometimes maybe. But I still think, that there's always something special inside of me that nobody else has. And everybody has this 'special something' too. That's what makes you unique! That's why I can joke around with my friends. That's why they think i'm a weirdo. That'S why I always try to act funny and interesting when I am actually not at all, because I want the people around me to be happy and smile. But then, if that makes me look like a weirdo in front of my friends, I don't really mind. 'Cause I know that i'm special. I tell almost everybody that I know that they are pretty or cute, because they really are! I hate it the most when people only look superficially at things and do not see the good things that are really inside! Including themselves. Sometimes, whenever I tell one of my friends they are pretty, they don't really take my words seriously because they only think that i'm bootlicking them or trying to be nice by saying such sweet words. I tell them that they are wrong, i really mean it. But I can see from their expressions they don't believe me. That is kind of sad, when I am actually trying to raise their self confidence, as well as mine's. But then, I really know that everybody is really beautiful deep down inside. So they shouldn't despise themselves just because they look ugly or odd. But then, a pity the person who is saying these things is the victim of her own words. Ohmy this is quite a long post! :O I shall continue another time. When i'm free. Bye my online Diary! :) Love, Vivian posted by Vivian at Wednesday, July 06, 2011
Heh. It has sure been a long time since I last posted. :O But now when I look back to what I used to post in my primary school days it feels kinda funny. Like I would copy poems and such and then post it Lol. Lame I know. ._.
But then I feel that I have seemed to mature now. No? Well whatever 'cause I don't think anybody's going to bother reading this blog anyway. Reason why I'm blogging now is cause. maybe I feel inspired by other people? Must be it. I just need a place to rant and not waste my time indulging in the fantasy world of anime and manga. Seriously. And you know what? Art seriously takes the hell out of me. Like seriously. Anyway, School has already started for like what, 1 week? And I feel like dying already. But I think I go to school to learn no? Imagining other people in the world who are not as fortunate as me, going to school and such seriously makes me feel like crying. I HAVE to be contended with my life right now. Curse it. I hate that how I think my life is not perfect when other peoples' are also really not. So how? Argh. I will survive somehow. Next post gonna be a bit more lively I promise. It's the first few posts after all. :) posted by Vivian at Sunday, July 03, 2011
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