Oh lollol even though my title says so i'm doing otherwise. ;)

Okkay. So. Hm. Was really preparing to enjoy my September Holidays.. But then there had to be like 3 days of CCA in a row. PLUS E MATH! Grrrr. D: Like really superr sian can. 'Cause Was planning to chiong study for EOYs. But then there had to be like all these remedials n days where I have  to go back to school... TIRINGMAX. Yeah. Made me SO TIRED until I couldn't even study and had to turn to FIESTA for help. Haha in case you were wondering, Fiesta is not a person's name. Lol if there were anybody in this world called Fiesta I would probably call him/her a weirdo. Okay that's not the point. ThE point is, FIESTA IS THIS SUPER COOL AND AWESUM ONLINE MMORPG GAME!!! :D Though not many of you people would think that way? :O Yeah right you will just call me a nerd/ computer geek. But they're my obsessions! So who cares?



Okayy so apparently this is my character in Fiesta!! :D In case you were wondering what this game is about, it's something like Maplestory. Or it's like a game where you can take on roles. Role Playing Games = RPG. Get it?? :O Yeah so there are 5 jobs to choose from. Mage, Cleric, Archer, Trickster, and Fighter. Haha of course i'm an archer! See the bow in my hands? ;)

OH YES AND SHE IS CALLED VIVIBOOKA. Haha don't ask me why I have this kind of weird sounding name. It just suddenly popped into my mind. Like that. :) Heheh it's kind of cute actually. :D

Oh yeah and another thing I like about this game is it's art. :D Like 'cause it's mostly anime-like. You know, big big sparkly eyes and super AWSOME ^*%^&$%#%$# CLOTHES?! :DD Ah please exucse me I have a fetish for, you know, clothes. :)

Ok and it's like I met this australia guy on this game. And we got along quite well initially. Like we would talk randomly to one another lol. Haha but he's quite a joker. So it's funny most of the time. :) And we were always comparing our lives outside of this game. We're connected by this aspect, I think. That's why we could get along. Oh but the sad thing was after like 2 days we stopped talking to each other altogether. Sad huh. To think I could have made a pen pal or a good friend in him. :( Oh yes in case you were wondering he's 18. :)

So yup. I can safely tell you all that since the holidays started, I have been crazily playing this game for idk, at least 3-4 hours a day?? And I have been playing it for 4 days now. Ok maybe more, idk. Most of you all will probably say I have no life and that i'm like wasting my time playing this kind of useless game ok. Like duh, it's not that I don't want to study luh. I just want to relax and enjoy myself for once. I don't care if I look like a zombie with my HUge black eye rings hungrily staring at the computer screen watching my character fight slimes and mushrooms. At least I can escape reality. It's too harsh. Sometimes. But it doesn't work that way, sadly.

Why am I so stupid? Why am I so irresponsible? Why am I so sickening? Why am I so weird? Why must I live like this? Why?

So many whys. So many unanswered questions...