Its like, we used to be good friends. But you ruined it all. All of it. You didnt treat me like how a good friend should treat the other. You were selfish. You didnt care about what i would have felt. You didnt. And the worst thing you did was telling me that you didnt trust me, even though i felt SO guilty that i was like thinking"i think im treating her too coldly" and tried to be a better friend, to make it up to you. But you still did all those selfish things to make me hate you. Now its too late. Oh. And i realized something today. That you are only clinging onto me because nobody else wants to befriend you. If that was really the reason for being friends with me, then let me tell you, i am terribly disappointed in you. And you, person number 2, i thought i already made it clear to you guys that i did not want to be seen? So whats up with all that "oh i saw you ..." nonsense? It really hurts you know, when a friend suddenly comes up to you and says, "You look so ugly." He almost made me cry last time with that comment. Are you going to do it too? I know. I know that maybe you may not have been planning to say that, but im still sacred. And then, when i was trying to turn it into a joke so that i could talk normally again, you had to say those hurting insults. But im really sorry if i ever hurt you with my "joke" just now. My self confidence is already very low. Please, dont pull it down any lower.

posted by Vivian at Saturday, July 10, 2010