Today on the bus i gave up my seat to a little boy! :D I felt a sense of accomplishment lol. Cause this was the first time i did something like this and i feel very happy. :) Last time whenever i saw a old lady or pregnant woman on the bus i always feel like giving up my seat to them, but i always could not find the courage to do it. But today i finnaly did it!! :D Cheers for me! :D

HaiZ. Today stayed back with Mary, HuiJuan, Yi Long and Javen to do the music project. We were supposed to do until 2.15( which means a full hour after school ) but cause i heard that my CCA was cancelled we decided to stay back longer. And it was CHAOS. ABSOLUTELY CHAOS. er. how do u spell choas? or chaos? anyway jasmin and carol came along and stayed in the class. I felt butterflies in my stomach cause i was nervous. ._. And my limbs ( BY LIMBS I MEAN HANDS AND LEGS ) turned cold. This happens often for ur info. And then cause Jasmin and Carol were there we were er quite(ahem) embarrassed to practice. 'Cause mary and huijuan were singing and i was doing drama. which means that i had to like er. move around? ok. You know when u watch singers perform on stage they keep move around and sometimes they dance? yea. thats what im doing. ._. I think its silly but i still want to try to perform in front of the class. :) If not i will keep getting cold feet. -.-

Then Jasmin and Carol stayed back to watch us perform. Even though we told them we did not dare do it in front of them. And Kenzi was there too. -.- And then when we perform and and i gave that kind of face which was all screwed up -.-. Then their faces just stared blankly at me like i was doing some kind of stupid thing that they did not understand. But Carol still laughed a bit anyway. :) And then after that i performed halfway and said that i did not felt like doing anything anymore. So i just sat down and listened to the song. The song btw, is Happy Ending by Avril Lavinge. :D Then after that we waited for about half an hour? and the boys came in. -.- By boys i mean Keith, Benedict, Leon and Anthony. Then i was sinigng with Javen(Even though i did not know how to sing)and they came in. And they stared at us. -.- But i did not care about them. Who does? After that Si Hui came in. And then Lynn came in. So many people now... So we just sat in a corner of the classroom and practiced on our own. And i did not do my drama anymore cause i thought it was stupid to do it in front of people who will most likely laugh at me ( which was the response i wanted to see. :) As the saying goes, laughter is the best medicine. ) OR stare at me blankly and make me feel like im stupid. You know how it feels...

Then after a few rounds of sinigng i decided to do drama. o.o Then Some of the boys stared. I did not know if they were looking at us cause we were sitting. Then somebody said that Benedict liked Mary. OMG. I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THE BOYS WILL BE SO CHILDISH UNTIL LIKE THAT LA.-.- AND TALK ABOUT NONSENSE THERE WAS THIS TIME SOMEBODY SAID YiLong LIKES ME. i will not scold vulgar here so yea. AND HE/SHE SAID " Vivian is so pretty. Vivian is so cute. Yi Long likes Vivian. " AND I WAS LIKE DISGUSTED? I REALLY CANNOT BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE IN MY CLASS IS THAT KIND OF PEOPLE. IF WE SAY THEM THEN THEY GET ANGRY but if they say us then how will we feel? I sometimes wonder. Although i dont feel anything at all. But some people always keeps spreading rumours and it makes me irritated. And it makes me feel that they are very childish and have not yet matured. This is my own opinion ok.. Im not deliberatly insulting people. This is how i feel about them. If i have offended you in any way I am Sorry. Those people dont care about other peoples' feelings at all. -.- They may think its a joke but to some people they may get seriously infected. Like what Mr Khoo talked to us about today. But im okay so, yea. AND MAY I PLEASE IMPLORE THOSE PEOPLE. If a girl/boy gets together THAN announce their relationship. PLease AND I SAY PLEASE DONT ANYHOW SAY WHO LIKES WHO or WHATEVER. If the person really likes the other party and he/she finds out that the whole class knows he is holding a torch for that particular girl/boy, HOW WILL HE FEEL? I highlight this question. He/she will surely feel very upset and this incident will shatter his/her confidence. Arent i right on this point? SO PLEASE, DO NOT ANYHOW TALK ABOUT PEOPLE'S RELATIONSHIPS. ok. this is the end of the topic. Now back to what happened today.

Then Mary was like, 'what'? And i told her not to bother about them. Then we kept on practicing until 3pm when all of them went for their CCA. Well, almost. Kenzi still did not go. He said that he was very bored as he could not go home and his door was locked. so he stayed back with us. And when we were practicing i kept thinking about the Cadbury Eyebrow ADVERTISEMENT AND I KEPT LAUGHING LOL. IT WAS SO FUNNY LA. :D then i told javen and he say he got watch. Then i imagine Javen doing the Cadbury eyebrow AND I KEPT LAUGHING LOL. And Kenzi said that i looked like the girl. -.- which was abviously not true. Then i told mary and mary said that it was the computer who made it. I cannot believe lol. Cause this morning i was sitting beside my friend in the bus and when we saw the ad we laughed like crazy. And i told her (my exact words) "Wa. They so pro right? I wonder how they do it one lor." And my friend replied, "Ya lor. They so pro leh. I cannot do it one lah." Yea. -.- it seems i was wrong anyway. then i said if we want to do it then we attach one end of the string to our eyebrow and the other we hold it and pull it. LOL.

And then Kenzi gave me a dustpan to sing. But i changed it to broom. Then we kept singing and practicing until we went home at about 4? haiZ quite tired thought. :D But fun. :)

And today's Science Test was like, easy? And Mr Ngan kept saying he scared we will fail. And this made us all study like theres no tomorrow. But i think its good la cause we really studied for this test. :D

And today was Racial Harmony Day! :D But nobody wore the traditional costumes except for some of the female teachers lol.

And i scored 14/30 for my math test. Sad.. D: But i must work harder! Grrr! Jy for next test! :D Ok. End of post. Bybye! :) Long post lol. :D

-Vivian

posted by Vivian at Tuesday, July 21, 2009